SHELLEY MARSDEN meets Dolores O’Riordan and Noel Hogan of The Cranberries to talk about panic attacks, growing up and getting their mojo back….Fresh from a morning at Radio Two in the company of long-time fan and fellow Limerick native Terry Wogan (they sang Linger at Terry’s behest, and the new single Tomorrow), Dolores O’Riordan and Noel Hogan are looking chilled out and happy when I meet them in the lobby of a Kensington hotel..Noel is thoughtful, and softly spoken while Dolores, despite a clear case of cold, is positively bubbly. Both seem extremely relaxed, and it becomes clear that the ups and downs of their time in The Cranberries – at one point one of the biggest rock acts of the 90s, selling over 15 million albums in the US alone – has led them to a somewhat philosophical viewpoint on life and what’s important..The band are back and touring with a new album Roses, the first for a decade, due out next month. They also reveal they have aLondondate for mid June. But this time round, the pressure’s off – it seems Dolores and Co. really are in it for the kicks..Demons have been battled, babies have been had, loved ones have been lost and the group have, quite simply, grown up. The new songs reflect this more mature outlook (there are no angry anthems in here against “their bombs and their gunsâ€), but Roses, under the direction of producer Stephen Street, has also managed to distil that gorgeous Cranberries sound that so many of us first fell in love with..HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE BACK?.N: Well we’ve been playing as The Cranberries for two years now really, with the tour in 2010. We get tons of time off, too. But it’s not like before where it was just all you did!.D: Yeah, it just got boring, it became a job. Having kids and things has given us a good balance in life. Before, you’d stop touring and it was this mad anti-climax. Now when we go home we’re very busy being parents as well… we’ve got a good balance. No matter what you do in life, it is nice to have kids. It’s the future, you know?.DID YOU STAY IN TOUCH AFTER THE BAND SPLIT IN 2003?.D: After 2003, we kind of lost touch for a couple of years. In around 2005 Noel and I started emailing stuff to each other. We’d send each other ideas creatively again..N: The bulk of the album is songs that we were kind of working on and sharing ideas about since then. Dolores had her own stuff as well, so it’s a combination of both. When the two boys came back, we played them some stuff, and… it just fell together really naturally. When we started the reunion tour, there was never talk of an album. It was really for the fun of being able to write, and not have any pressure..YOU’RE TOURING ACROSS EUROPE – WHAT ABOUT THE UK?.N: We’ve actually just confirmed a gig forLondon – we’ll be announcing the date and venue very soon, but it will be mid-June 2012..DID YOU HAVE RESERVATIONS ABOUT A ‘REUNION’ AT FIRST?.D: It didn’t really kick in until 2009, when I met the lads at an event at Trinity College, where I had been made an honorary patron of the Philosophical Society. I rang Noel and said ‘Look, they want me to do a few acoustic songs, will you come with me?’ He said ‘Yeah, I’d love to, I’ll get Mike as well’. So I met the lads there. I was living inCanada – I still am – and hadn’t seen Mike or Noel at that given point for six and a half years! Sometimes it’s a year before I see siblings and nieces; I have a huge family, 43 nieces and nephews!.WHAT WAS THAT FIRST MEETING LIKE?.D: It was as if we hadn’t stepped away from each other at all. There was no awkwardness; if anything there was an element of, “Let me scrutinise you until I see how you’ve changedâ€. It was so comfortable, a feeling of family. As a band, you’re put on a bus, squashed into confined areas all the time, it’s unnatural. Can you get any closer? No, we’re on top of each other! But it does leave you with that closeness. And when it’s gone for a while, and you get it back, it’s a nice feeling..TEN YEARS IS A LIFETIME IN MUSIC. ARE YOU APPREHENSIVE ABOUT A CRANBERRIES ALBUM AFTER SO LONG?.D: Do ya know, we’re very chilled out actually. It’s all about having fun and enjoying it, day by day. A lot of stuff happens on the journey of life; you see a lot of things. If anything, we feel very fortunate to have gorgeous children, and enjoyed the success we had when we were young, and not gone completely mental. Well, at least I don’t think we have, have we?!.HAVE YOU CHANGED A LOT AS PEOPLE?.N: Yeah, it’s just maturity. No matter what you do in life, as you get older your views change on most things. When ‘this’ was all we had before there were families and other lives outside of the music, you scrutinised everything so much. You got worked up about silly things, whereas now, you realise there’s far more in life. The Cranberries as a priority has dropped. Even though we love doing it, we have so many other things that are important to us. It makes it all a lot easier. We’re far more relaxed; we don’t think we know everything any more..HAS ‘ROSES’ CAPTURED THE QUINTESSENTIAL CRANBERRIES?.D: Definitely, it’s captured what it was we had the first couple of albums, really. Like his album, it was that vibe of… just doing it for a laugh, we had no contracts. And the material turned out to be good. It’s when you’re not trying that you write good stuff. After all the success, we were trying to write a lot of rockers, and went through the angry person phase…You’re young and famous and everybody’s asking you to write another song, write another song, and it’s very hard to move on because people won’t let you. So you’re subliminally trying to write another hit, and it doesn’t work. It’s when you throw everything down, and you have no expectations and you’re away from the public eye that the good stuff comes. .YOU WORKED ON IT WITH PRODUCER AND OLD FRIEND STEPHEN STREET. HOW WAS THAT?.D: Having had the experience of working with so many different people, you develop your confidence. When we worked on our first two albums with Stephen, he’d worked with Blur and people – as kids it was a little intimidating - “oh my god, he worked with The Smiths!†But now it’s grand, we’ve had so much success since then together. We then did an album Wake Up and Smell the Coffee during the 90s, which I just cannot remember. Noel can’t either..THAT’S IMPRESSIVE MEMORY LOSS! WHY WAS THAT?.D: We were on tour, and we were obviously doing too much because… some things just are a bit of a blur when you’re living that life. That album wasn’t really here nor there. It was after I had my first daughter. I didn’t do much of a tour after it, I had two little kids at that stage… In 2003 I remember thinking, what am I doing rushing back out on tour for? I’ll never have my kids at this age again. I did not want to be in a band. We stopped, and it was the best thing we ever did..N: Looking back, the writing was on the wall a little bit for the band. The fun element had gone a bit. It felt like a bit of a duty. We weren’t bouncing out the door like we used to. Though it was scary to leave it all, because we went into the band from school, it’s all we’d ever known. But that’s what was great about Roses; the songs on there we’ve come up with over the years, in our own time. And with modern technology you could advance everything a bit more. Also, we had no record company banging on the door with release dates. .D: You’ve got to take a break when you feel the magic’s gone. It’s like any relationship. If your marriage has gone stale, you can work on it, take a break, then come back and see what you had to begin with..‘ROSES’ IS CERTAINLY ABOUT GROWN UP THEMES - PARENTHOOD, DIFFERENT RELATIONSHIPS, ONE’S MORTALITY….D: Oh yeah. When you have kids you think, it’s actually quite hard being a grown-up! It’s much easier to be a young woman jumping around the stage and acting like an idiot than a mum with responsibilities. Having that balance of keeping the excitement and then taking a break when it gets too much is great. It’s all about choices… but sometimes you can’t see the forest for the trees.
ranberries: 'It's Not Going To Be Hard To Deliver 'Roses''It is –2 degrees in Ontario, Canada, Dolores O'Riordan's home now for eight years. There are six days before Christmas and it is as cold—proverbially speaking—as the anatomical part of a broom-flying hag. "Snotsicles," she jokes over the telephone, her Limerick brogue as thick as the blanket of white covering her front porch. "Do you know what they are? Your boogers freeze during the winter. It's that cold here." She is in a playful and positive mood and why not? After a six-year hiatus, the singer has reunited with her fellow Irishmen to record Roses, the band's first album since 2001's Wake Up And Smell The Coffee.Produced by Stephen Street — he oversaw their first two albums — Roses is tempered by the dark moodiness and delicate balance of acoustic and electric guitars that haunted the group's earlier records. She sings with the inner strength of someone who has walked through fire and lived to tell the tale. Her father passed away while recording the album and on the title track she is singing about him. The vocal is dramatic and yearning and burns with an inner intensity bright enough to warm even the coldest Canadian morning. Appropriately enough, Roses comes out on Valentine's Day.UG: Before we get to the new album, could we talk about some of the events leading up to the recording of Roses?Dolores O'Riordan: Yeah, no problem.Why did the Cranberries break up back in 2003?That was more to do with life. My mother-in-law had cancer and she died in 2003 and so that year we moved over here to Canada so her grandchildren could be with her for her last days. I quit the band then because I could see that in life there's a lot more things than just making music and being on the stage and selling records. There's people and there's love and there's more important things you know and nothing is forever. You know that kind of thing. So we moved over here then [Canada] and when she passed away I started working on a solo record for fun and I became a fulltime mother and I loved it. Because I just wanted to not be in the Cranberries and not be famous. I wanted to experience life in a simple way. I felt like I was always tied down with things and I just felt that if I wasn't in the band, I have a freedom that I never had since I was 18, you see, because I was in the Cranberries since I was 18. I never knew life any other way so I did want to know life in another way — I wanted to be free. Were you excited about making your first solo album.I left the band and started doing solo work more like a hobby. The first album that I brought out, my solo one, was Are You Listening? And I remember there was a beautiful song on it called "The Black Widow" and that was reflecting my mother-in-law when she was sick. A lot of the music are reflections of where I am and where I'm going and what I'm feeling.You worked with Marco Mendoza on Are You Listening?Yeah, that one happened very organically. Marco is a friend of my husband for years and it happened organically; he's an old friend.So you're not some closet headbanger, Dolores?[Laughs] No, no, no, that was just very organic. He's amazing Marco though isn't he? Have you ever seen him live playing?I may have seen him with Whitesnake.That's right, yeah, yeah; he's a super bass player. So it was great to work with different musicians. It was a great experience because it was like having a different palette and a different set of paints and a different canvas.Was there a sense of anticipation or nerves when you recorded Are You Listening?I suppose I wasn't really knowing that people were listening because I called it Are You Listening? See? So I didn't really know. It was like, "Are you listening?" I was wondering who'd be listening? So that was kind of a part of my evolution and I had to have fun and not be in the Cranberries. I worked with different musicians and that was quite insightful. I did a small tour for Are You Listening? about eight months or something and I'd come back a lot as well. I'd go out for a few weeks and then I'd come home for a few weeks and I'd go out for a few weeks and I'd come home for a few weeks and that's the way I do it you know. ‘Cause I have my children and it keeps me stable and just the mental stability that I didn't have when I was younger when the Cranberries was my whole life and it kind of ended up consuming me. It was too much too young and nothing else. So having my children now, I have four children, it's given me a great stability and a happiness and a life. In 2009, you recorded the second solo album, No Baggage around the same time you got back together with the Cranberries?I know wasn't it desperate? Oh, my god. I did the album, No Baggage, right? And again it was all about enlightening and finding out about life and what I was going through. The song, the single was "The Journey" wasn't it?"I felt like I was always tied down with things and I just felt that if I wasn't in the band, I have a freedom that I never had since I was 18."An extraordinary song.[Recites lyrics] "When I was lost/I saw you pointing towards the sun/I know I am not the only one standing here/And in the darkness I was walking through the night/I could see your guiding light very clear." So I was getting happy in my life — I was going through a better place now with tranquility and serenity and love and peace. But I was also trying to share that feeling with people.You recorded No Baggage before the Cranberries reformed?It did, yeah. I'd written it all, right? That was winter; I remember it was January 2010. What year did we do the reunion tour? It was 2010 wasn't it?I thought it was 2009 but certainly you'd know better than I.2007 was Are You Listening? so I think 2008 I wrote. So 2009 then I recorded No Baggage and I did most of it here with my friend Dan Broadbeck in his studio and stuff like that. Then ‘cause I live here and I'm a fulltime mom, I just said "Look" because it was freezing, it was -30 and I grabbed my makeup chair and I went out to the lake and put on an outfit and my husband took pictures of me on the lake. And then the album sleeve — did you see that sleeve? It was really freezing and in one of the shots I took my top off but I was facing a tree and I had a tube of lipstick in my pocket. And he wrote down No Baggage on my back and took pictures of it. And then for one more shot I said, "You know what? I always wanted to be up in a tree." So we got a ladder and I climbed way up the tree and it was freezing like –30. And when I got to the top of the tree what was worse is they had to pass me up my shoes, I think. Oh, it was so crazy but then we took the pictures of me up in a tree kind of like a bird sitting on a branch of the tree.Did the two solo albums feed you creatively or did you want to do another Cranberries record at some point?Well, that was No Baggage and once I done it and we recorded it all and then we did our own sleeve and we did it all very organic. And then I thought I'd go and tour a spot. My son, it was his confirmation then in 2009 so I had it all done, No Baggage and ready to release it and all that kind of thing. But in 2009 it was in the summer and he was having his confirmation, my son, and that's like a big thing in Ireland. I suppose it's like what in the Jewish equivalent is a bar mitzvah — it's this kind of thing, a coming of age and a rejoyceful thing. So I invited the Cranberries because it was in Limerick and they all came and they brought all their children and it was my first time seeing them in something like seven years. It was a real Cranberries family reunion.I hadn't seen Ferg [drummer Fergal Lawler] for seven years by then and they had their kids and they had all these children. And I was like, "Oh lord, look at this — we're expanding." So all of our kids were like hanging out and having fun. And then you know, I guess we were relaxing and whatnot after the meal and having a beer and whatnot and it was kinda like, "Will we get back together?" And it was like, "Yeah, I think so because we're not getting any younger — we're getting older." So it was like, "OK, plan B." I said, "I don't want to go on tour with No Baggage but I'd rather go back and do a Cranberries tour." So that was all kinda just very organic and not thought about; it just happened that way.How did it feel when you reformed?It was like new and comfortable slippers that you kind of went, "Ehh, I love these slippers" [laughs]. Just an old comfortable feeling and also a feeling of, "Oh, when we all met up like that, we all felt like teenagers again" but just the obvious reminder would be that a gray hair was there. It was like, "No, we're not 16" but there is that feeling when we're together like we're onstage that you never really grow old. The music world has changed a lot since the Cranberries recorded Wake Up and Smell the Coffee back in 2001. Did you think about any of that?No, I don't really pay any attention to that. It doesn't interest me and it's not significant to me. To me it's what happens in the world and it's the day-to-day occurrences. But that's not important to me because when I was doing Roses my father was sick and had cancer for six-and-a-half years. The "Roses" song was about him and he passed away three weeks ago and I was there holding his hand. I'm so sorry.Actually he was so sick for so long, it was good that he was out of pain. But I was actually holding his hand, which was like a long dream for me that I'd be with him. And so there's a kind of feeling of peace when you find that your loved one is at peace. And so, yes, "Roses" is reflecting on that thing in life. You know what I mean? The circle of life and how when someone goes someone new comes in the door. Little babies are being born and all that stuff. Back in 2010 doctors found a vocal cord nodule. Was that upsetting?Oh no, I've had them before. It's from too much singin' and just getting old. You just have to kind of get up and get on with it you know. What Iis say is me old chassis isn't what it used to be—but it could be worse! Your singing on Roses was wonderful.Ahh, thanks very much. That's cool. I'm glad you liked it. You've brought back Stephen Street who worked on the early records to produce the Roses album. The important thing about Stephen is that he kind of knows us better than we know ourselves as a group ‘cause he was the one who did the first two albums. He knows us very well since we were young and also because he's a little older than us he'd have a good way of putting us together. Trying to get the four bandmembers in a room is hard you know. ‘Cause the last time we were together when I saw Mike [Hogan] we did Singapore Stadium and I haven't seen him since because we all have separate lives with kids and we live in different countries. So to get us all together and kind of coordinate us a bit. Because we're right artists and it's like, "Where's he gone now? He's supposed to be here at three o'clock." We're not the greatest at timing and all that stuff but when you get us together and kind of get us focused then it's grand. After having taken that hiatus and recorded two solo albums, do you think you brought in different elements as a composer and singer?Definitely. Oh, yeah, for sure. And even for Noel as well now in hindsight although at first they were kind of not into the whole hiatus idea. They weren't really into it but I said, "I have to do this." But in hindsight now Noel says as well that on that hiatus he learned a huge amount musically and he brought some of that to this album too. Because "Roses" was something he did an awful lot of that on ProTools. When I was away I wrote "Tomorrow Could Be Too Late," the single. I wrote that on my own and Noel wrote and we came in and kind of put it all together in Toronto with Stephen Street."It's harder on your body really so this one is going to be a lot more gentle physically."Some songs like "Astral Projections" were actually written back in 2003.I know some of them are ancient. "Astral Projections" took my head in because it happens to me all the time. I'm asleep and I can see myself asleep and it's terrible because it's like you know you're asleep and you try to wake yourself up but you can't. You keep trying to wake yourself up and eventually when you do wake up you're all covered in sweat and you're really hot. And they're also dreams that I wake up and I dream I'm walking down the stairs and maybe I'm going into the kitchen or somewhere like that. But then I actually realize that that's just a dream and I'm still in bed. I have funny dreams like that and maybe it's the creative mind. I don't really know. When you listen to "Astral Projections" and "Raining in My Heart" that were written back in 2003, do they take on a different character than the songs that were written more recently?Yeah, that's true really because it does go back to 2003 that some of them were written and some are newborns. So, uh, there's a good mix, a good spectrum, a good radius across the board of all the different kinds of times and reflections of different types of songs really. Is there a special way in which the Cranberries write songs?It's all different. "Tomorrow Could Be Too Late" and the songs that I wrote on the album, I had my friend Dan Broadbeck come over here and we made demos around my ideas. Then the ones that are co-written with Noel would be ones that he was sending me ProTools sessions from Ireland of music he was playing with. It was done over seven years on and off because even when I was doing Are You Listening? and stuff, Noel was still sending me little bits of ideas although I hadn't seen him for six-and-a-half or seven years until I met him at Trinity College and we did a little bash there. You know they inaugurated me into the what's-it-called? The society? It's kind of an artistic society in Trinity.The University Philosophical Society.That's it, yes. So we had that inauguration there in January of 2009 and I did meet Mike and Noel and they played with me and we performed there. And then it was that summer we met at my son's confirmation and things just unfolded."Show Me" is the first singles from Roses and has the strings that have always been a part of the band's sound.Is that the first single there [in the U.S.]? Oh, really? That's a beautiful song isn't it? I like it because it's just asking the Great One to show you the way in life because everybody gets lost and everybody has challenges. You know what I mean? If you believe in yourself and believe in God and things like that then you'll be fine.As the first single, was "Show Me" meant to reintroduce the world to the Cranberries?No, ‘cause I wrote that here of course a few years ago. I'm not sure because to be honest with you I think changes take their own shape these days with the music industry. I think things take a life of their own because of the Internet and stuff things are different. I think the people make the choice."Tomorrow" was released as the second single?I don't know if they're released or not. I haven't a clue about that. Maybe that was it [this is the song that Dolores earlier referred to as "Tomorrow Could Be Too Late"] ‘cause I know that's number nine in Italy or something. Somebody said it was number nine in Italy but I don't think the video's out yet ‘cause I made the video the day my dad passed so that's not released yet.Did you play any guitars on Roses?I do play guitar live but not in the studio. I'm cuttin' back on it a lot ‘cause I've got a little bit of a spinal rotation from bad posture over the years and problems with my shoulder and my arm. So I can't really do that anymore. I'm damaged goods, baby.You're better than ever.Ah, you know I'm grand but I have to take it easy so I just try to sing. I play live alright but it's just that the less I play the less the problem you know.Are you playing the keyboards on "Fire & Soul"?Hold on now—what track is that? No, I played in "Show Me" the string part. Or in "Linger" the string part; those kinds of parts. These little pieces, they'd probably be Noel or Stephen playing the little accents to accentuate the beauty."Schizophrenic Playboy" was kind of a rocker for you.Yeah, a little something lighthearted and a little something tongue-in-cheek to get away from the serious stuff you know.At the end of the song you turn the lyric around so it says, "Schizophrenic playgirls/Better watch out."Yeah, it's pretty cool isn't it? Because it is it's turning it around exactly 360 degrees.Are you deliberate in your approach to writing lyrics?Yeah, lyrics are very important for me to make sure that I'm portraying whatever it is I need to portray. So I sit there but the funny thing is they've come to me anywhere like when you're washing your sheets or something like that. "Oh, I have to go get a pen quick." In the middle of the night when you're trying to go to sleep and they're going around in your head, your words, and you just get up and go out and write them down. Or even I've actually dreamed songs so I've had to get up. I had a dream about a song and getting up and writing it—dreaming a song while you're asleep. That's kind of mad isn't it?Pretty amazing.Mmm, but that's the creative brain I'd say you know. "Roses" is the last song on the album and the final lyric you sing is "Life is a garden of roses/Roses just wither and die." Are you expressing hope in that refrain?Oh, there's definitely hope because everybody dies but with death comes spiritual peace and peace in your heart. It's the end of any struggle that you might be having because we all get old and we all die but that's a new beginning.Are you critical of your vocals? Do you know when it's a keeper?Yeah, yeah, of fer sure. Like on "Roses" was actually the last song written and that's when we said we'd call it "Roses." We were in the studio and I remembered I was going into the Galaxy Cinema with my kids to see Puss ‘N Boots or something; some kiddie show. I was sittin' there and of course I had my phone you see and I texted Noel and I said, "Send me through that track" and he goes, "What one?" He refers to his tracks as C1 or C7 or whatever and I said, "You know that one you sent me the other day." And then he sent me "Roses" by an accident. He said, "This one?" ‘cause he's loads of ideas. And I put in my headset and I almost started crying; it just totally got to me in the jugular. You know that kind of thing? It just really hit a point there and I wrote those lyrics in about two minutes when I was at the cinema with my kids who are waiting to go in you know. I said, "Hang on, hang on, I have to write this down." The next morning I just started singing it and we all kinda knew there was something very fresh and raw and real there. So we recorded it basically the next day."I think I've heard shows are in March in Australia. And then I think America over the summer and Europe and stuff like that."Did you have that feeling when you did "Dreams" from the first album, Everybody Else Is Doing It, So Why Can't We? I think what happened was it was released in England and it didn't catch on. We were signed to a different record company in America so then America re-released it and then it caught on in the States and then they re-released it back in the UK again and it caught on in the UK. Something like that.Did you think you'd captured something with "Dreams"?No, I was just a very naпve child really and I was just singing about my first boyfriend. I didn't have a clue; I was just really naпve you know.In 1994 you did the second album, No Need To Argue.That was kind of a hard time in my life you know. Yeah, obviously No Need To Argue and the lyrics and all of that. But now is the best time. In 1996 when you did the third album, To the Faithful, Departed, you brought in producer Bruce Fairbairn to replace Stephen Street. Why?It was just a different dynamic you know and he really was enjoying it because he loved the idea of working with a band like us. We were so different to what he'd worked with before. So he used to say it was like a stew and putting in all different ingredients and it all comes out a certain way in the end. Oh, I miss him [Fairbairn passed away on May 17, 1999] you know but that's life. It was great to work with him."Salvation" was the first single from To the Faithful, Departed and had horns and a lot of different things for the Cranberries.Yeah, and the horns and all of that was very much Bruce's idea.In 1994 the band recorded the fourth record, Bury the Hatchet, which was a bit heavier for the Cranberries.Hard, hard, yeah; aggressive like. That was a hard one as well because the vocals are all very aggressive whereas this one [Roses] is very gentle and it's easy to perform. Singing the types of songs that are on Roses is what you feel you do best?Roses is nice because it's not going to be hard to deliver it. It's just when you do an album and you do the rock songs well then you're kind of roaring it off so it's harder. It's harder on your body really so this one is going to be a lot more gentle physically.The Cranberries will once again go out on the road and tour?Yeah, fer sure. I think I've heard shows are in March in Australia. And then I think America over the summer and Europe and stuff like that.Are you looking forward to touring again?Yeah, I am. It will be good now to get back out there for a while again and do another album. It's like going around in circles really.Did Roses touch on everything you wanted to say musically and lyrically since it was your first album with the Cranberries in 10 years?Yeah, but see I did No Baggage in 2009 and I did Are You Listening? in 2007 but I never really released No Baggage. I just did the reunion tour instead. So I was recording away all along. So it wasn't really as if I wasn't making records.Everything else is good with you?Yeah, everything is great and lovely. We're all excited because in six days the big guy [Santa Claus] is coming. Putting up the Christmas tree?Yeah, ‘cause the kids are 20, 14, 10 and 6—two boys and two girls.Are they Cranberries fans?Umm, I don't think they really know the music. Ah, they know one or two songs but it's not Cranberries, it's ‘Nannies. And they love me anyway even if I couldn't sing. I'm just mommy.Interview by Steven Rosen
San Remo!!!!!! 18th Feb 2012
08/02/2012The Cranberries will play nine shows in the US and Canada in May: New York, Philadelphia, Montreal, Toronto, Boston, Mashantucket, Washington, Chicago and Minneaplois in May
ConductNow it's too lateI can see that we should not be togetherNow it's too lateWe've come too far and we should not be together Distructor, disctructor, not conductedCan't you see where we went wrong? Now it's too lateI can see that we should not be together Take back my lifeTake back my heartI know I can hold it together Give back my lifeGive back my heartI know we can hold us together You liked it, you liked itwhen we're not fighting, we're not fightingCan't you see? We should get along. It's not too lateI can see I know we can hold it together When we get alongWe're really strongWe're really strong When we get alongWe're really strongWe're really strong Conduct yourself, conduct yourself Tomorrow I think that you're mad,You spend a lot of time in your headI know that you're mad,You spend a lot of time in your headIf you could come away with meYou should come away with meYou should have some faith in meTomorrow could be too lateI wish I could change the dateTomorrow could be too lateIf only you had some faithToo young, too proud, too foolishToo young, too proud, too foolishYou ask a lot of questionsYou have too much time on your handsTo hell with conclusionsWhy should we make so many plans?So you should come away with meYou should come away with meYou should have some faith in meTomorrow could be too lateI wish I could change the dateTomorrow could be too lateIf only you had some faithToo young, too proud, too foolishToo young, too proud, too foolishTomorrow could be so greatI wish I could change the dateTomorrow could be so greatIf only you had some faithFire & SoulHow to be unfaithfulHow to be disgracefulTo lose yourselfTo lose controlFall off the fenceFire and soulTo lose yourselfTo lose controlFall off the fenceWhere is your fire and soul?I'll wait for you foreverI'll wait for you foreverI'll take you to my graveNow in the beginningHow the room was spinningHold on to meHold on to youHold on to usIs what we'll doI'll wait for you foreverI'll wait for you foreverI'll take you to my grave.. grave..Ooh oooooh ohWait for you foreverI'll wait for you foreverI'll wait for you foreverI'll wait for you foreverTo lose yourselfTo lose controlFall off the fenceFire and soulTo lose yourselfTo lose controlFall off the fenceWhere is your fire and soul? Raining In My Heartdo do do dooooI seen it allI seen it all todayI cried a tearI tried to turn awayBut it's raining my heartEvery time we are apartAnd the sun won't shine todaySo I had to walk awayIf I could flyYou know that I triedIf I could flyRaining in my heartIt is rainig in my heartSo I must leaveTo a place where I would goYou cannot comeI guess you'll never knowStill it's raining my heartEvery time we are apartAnd the sun won't shine todaySo I had to walk awayIf I could flyYou know that I triedIf I could flyRaining in my heartIt is rainig in my heartRaining in my heartRaining in my heart Losing My MindCome in to bedSwitch off the lightsClose your eyes, sleep tonightThink of all the things we did today You touch me then, we fall apartI lose control, the hardest partI wish there it could be another way Losing, I'm losingI'm losing my mindRuining, I'm ruiningYou're ruining my mind You cut me deep like broken glassI wonder when this time will passOr will I fall asunder everyday Sitting here beside the fireThe flames they grow just like desireWill I fall asunder everyday Losing, I'm losingI'm losing my mindRuining, I'm ruiningYou're ruining my mind Schizophrenic PlayboyShe meticulously curls her hair, her hair, her hair, her long blond hair.Applies mascara with the greatest care, with care, with care, the utmost care.Sher puts on lipstick and it's scarlet red.She's all ready for the upper hand.Fishnet stockings and a bottle of wine, she's fine, she's fine, she thinks she is fine. Girls, you better watch outSchizophrenic playboysCannot have of your bed toys Girls, you better watch outSchizophrenic playboysCannot have of your bed toys Baby, baby will you come with me, with me, with me, please come with me.I'll take you places that you'd rather be, to be, to be, to come with meDriving faster now in his carNow she knows that she has gone too farIn the morning she is in his bed, his bed, his bed, her eyes are red. Girls, you better watch outSchizophrenic playboysCannot have of your bed toys Girls, you better watch outSchizophrenic playboysCannot have of your bed toys I'm in, I'm out, I'm in, I'm out, I'm out, I'm in Boys, you better watch outSchizophrenic playgirlsCannot have of your bed pearls Girls, you better watch outSchizophrenic playboysCannot have of your bed toysWaiting In WalthamstowI get this thing in my headWhen I awake in my bedWell I was thinking about you when I wondered if you thought about meI got a pain in my heart Whenever we are apartI got a pain in my head When I awake in my bedI was waiting there for you You were waiting there for meI was waiting there for you You were waiting there for meI took the undergroundI went eastboundI went to WalthamstowWhere you were waiting to see me thereI really really want you to knowI’ll never forget your kindnessI’ll never forget your graceI’ll never forget your honorYou make the world a beautiful placeI was waiting there for you You were waiting there for meI was waiting there for you You were waiting there for meWalthamstowIn WalthamstowIn WalthamstowWalthamstowI was waiting there for you You were waiting there for meI was waiting there for you You were waiting there for meShow Me The WayShow me to the end of the nightShow me to the end of the dayShow me to the end of tomorrow, tomorrowShow to me the path i should takeShow to me the choice i should makeShow me direction, directionShow me the wayShow me the wayShow me todayAnd if i ever lose my wayAnd if i ever go astrayShow me direction, directionTake me to the darkest hourShow to me the strength and powerGive me the keyShow me the wayShow me the wayShow me the wayTodayTodayTodayShow me the wayAstral ProjectionsCan you see the colors in the air?Can you see, am I hallucinating?I woke up and I was walking down the stairsI woke up but I’m still sleeping hereIs this lucid dreaming I am (dreaming)I look down a thousand miles...Miles...AaahBut I fall downBut I fall downAaah But I fall downBut I fall downAaahCan you see me I’m floating in the air?Can you wake me I’m cryingI can see you, you’re lying next to meI can’t wake you, I’m tryingAstral Projection can get me out of hereAstral Projection...AaahBut I fall downBut I fall downAaah But I fall downBut I fall downAaahI fly away away away I fly away away away I fly away away away I fly awaySo GoodHave you ever had an empty heart?Have you ever had an empty heart?Did you think it ever fall apart?Have you ever had a lonely heart?Have you ever had a lonely heart?You didn’t think it ever fall apartYou, you make me feel so goodyou make me feel so good, you make me feel so goodJust like I knew you wouldLike I knew you would, like I knew you wouldAnd if time will passes byI know that it will tryI’ll wait for youI’ll be there at the endI’ll be there at the endI’ll wait for youYou, you make me feel so goodyou make me feel so good, you make me feel so goodJust like I knew you wouldLike I knew you would, like I knew you wouldWaiting for youWaiting, waitingWaiting for youYou, you make me feel so goodyou make me feel so good, you make me feel so goodJust like I knew you wouldLike I knew you would, like I knew you wouldRosesLife is no garden of rosesMore like a thistle in timeSailing pastWaiting for no one this timeSailing fastWaiting for no one this timeNow that you've killed me with your eyes,Why did you push me away?How will i make it without you?How will i go on my way?Everything feels cold in the winterEverything feels cold ...Life is a garden of rosesRoses just wither and dieNow that you've killed me with your eyes,Why did you push me away?How will i make it without you?How will i go on my way?Life is a garden of rosesRoses just wither and die